We are shocked so frequently with extremely bad news.
We cannot be in a steady state of sorrow and grief.
I am focusing on the good things that surround me. These are mainly colors and the sunny backyard.
I used to cry for everything and I was crying a lot even reading books and watching movies. It seems I am in a place now where there are no long shadows.
It is much more peaceful since the entrance gate is locked. It’s not that I have built a wall around me, but I am carefully selecting the things that get in.
When we allow strange forces and energies to take over, it can be very difficult to get back to oneself. Almost impossible since we are scattered all around like falling leaves.
I have to immerse myself in colors. The stunningly dark red and the blindingly bright yellow.
This is so refreshing.
I let my thoughts go.
I skip the sad pages and get back to colors.
It will be never so that everybody will smile and breathe easily. There is day and night. Light and darkness.
We are energy. We can be pure and clean energy and we can damage us allowing too many dark shadows cover up the light.
So, this is today.
I hope it is a good tomorrow.
I have no idea how the weather will be after that.
I am walking around live colors. I am inhaling them and they become a taste, too. What a relief! Meditation. Simply: I let the time disappear.
For it’s going to be a good tomorrow.
The deeply red